stressed out..n feel dead inside...

today after wakin at 10am by my sweet mom's callin on the house phone..got up..did my clothes. ..got some stuff fr my aunty and urm..im freaking tired!!! i slept like what at 6 am and i feel so mentally drained..physically too...my poor Godma,saw her today and spent quite some time with her...shes getting worse...and she still vomits..my Poor Mom is suffering too..she by thinking shes some kind of super-woman tries to carry her sister to help her move here or there and in the end causing her whole body to ache...and that is causing me to worry...but what can i do for her??? i see her and the rest of my aunties soo stressed....and today..after reachin my aunts house n her dog was locked in the room cause the nurse to check my auntie came so he was sadly..locked in..so i went in with his breakfast thinkin of being a good kind person i kinda put the bread in front of his mouth and he..turned around and bit me..nw my whole hands in pain and the serious wounds are on the wrist...heres some blurry pics....ouch..:( hurts..stupid bloody dog...totemo itai..baka inu!!!totemo ni mini ku i shimasu......su ke tachi shimasu!!! than yesterday came home...started seachin the web for some Jap schools and im so lucky i found one in miyaki demo daigaku wa doko e i masu ka?? wakaranai..haha....demo it has my course which i wanted to do which was marine bio nw its cooking..haha i dunno but i still want to go to Australia.....sigh...im rambling but im seriously so scared..my mom gave my aunt this nichiyoubi...im scared.....