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i feel broken...happy sad...i also dunno wat im feeling...i also don feel like sleeping eventhough im so bloody knocked out....i wonder what is she doing in heaven nw haha...i hope shes doing well and enjoying herself.. later today is the funeral and than cremation...yesterday and saturday was the wake....I DON WANT TO PART WITH HER!!!!!i miss her so much it hurts....i have nothing to say...i feel...i cant sleep tonight if i do it will be a waterfall before i can fall asleep...haiz...