im so stressed...

my godma who is also my auntie,after being diagnosed with cancer of the stomache caused her to take so many chemo-jabs..which caused her to become skinner and skinner...than after her 3 protein jabs which the docs thought could help,...now caused her to just be so tired...so skinny..cant eat....cant even drink water...cant sleep...shes now skin n bones..seein her causes me to be so pain...but i cant let this pain out...than now shes on the oxygen in her room...she tried to commit suicide today...seein her to sad n depressed...i cant cry in front of her...everyone thinks shes goin either this week or next...im so worried...n just seeing her like this...and she keeps vomitin out bile...n if she eats anythin.she just vomits it out too...i don want her to go so fast....i want her to get well.....I WANT MY OLD GODMA BACK!!!!wat can i do...the whole fuckin house is so depressing....ah............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!