Monday, May 01, 2006

haha

lifes wierd u know that...in e past it was school stressin and church relieving...nw its church stressin n school relieving..i don understnd one bit at all...hw? and was just lookin through some of my old blogs i did in my old blogger and well..its depressing....lol..veri depressing.....haha.....hmm..at least now im better..i still find cdss a fucked up school haha....i dont want to go back to church.....im sad...and there is somethin disturbing me..why do i keep thinking of someone when that someone will never think back....why.......i hate myself i really do i wish for someone who really be there for me...someone i like....not liked....sigh......why do i keep thinkin of him when he does not think of me..why do i keep thinkin it will work out when i know it wont...どして? どして?今 に みな わ ほんとお きらい です。。。ごめんね。。。。。sigh......

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