here i am trying to resist my hatred..tryin to tie it down..yet again someone from the not so pleasant past has to come running and trying to ruin my now hetic life..ive already have so much on my plate..
1. I MISS MY SISTASSS AND MOM N DAD..(godmom and dad)
2. I MISS MY EX..whos away at camp
3. Freaking o levels
4. MY freaking hatred level..im doin self hatred- course
5. My weight prob
6. My money prob..sheesh!!
Im so tired...i need more books to read...
so therefore..this girl who came and is tryin to ruin my life is called Jie Ying. She friend requested me yesterday and I was irritated and angry and my hatred tried to come up and im trying to resist it..sheesh...so anyway..i just sent her a message telling her nicely that..i'll put up the real words..give me a seccy...
Dear Jie Ying,
I am going to decline your friendster request as i don't want to have anything to do with you anymore..ive already planned to cut my life away from those who hurt me..and i hurt them not that im hating you..i just dont want to have a weak n not trustin
relationship again.. guess we can never be friends again. I've been hurt before and as the saying goes 'once bitten, twice Shy'. So i just want to end this whole thing here and now, on a polite now. it includes joanna and rachael too. you have a good sister, mich. be good to her...
yup there it is..sigh...
and i dreamt of "him" again last Saturday....it was really funny actually...hilarious..but why am i dreaming of him again..my friend said it will take time..hw long will that be??
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