haiz im sick

sigh.....talkin to my friend now n she say tat maybe he likes me but waitin for the right day but than i say wat if it does not come true?? she asked me to be friends with him first but i told her he cant talk to a gal who still likes him so how to be friends! than i just get lost! i wanna give up im sick seriously sick! my friend say i have no more chance cause i cant talk to him cause i like him curtesy of PASTORS WIFE ADVISE! n he likes someone else...but who??i don care! {SENSORED}!!! im seriously sad....why am i still so stupid..gettin affected like this?