WHo Am I?

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours
I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

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why do i keep postin at least 3 times a day..haha lamo....i was talkin to my friend bout tat incident with my ex n wat he told me tat day still haunts my heart n my being till today....ouch! n im hurt....haiz...

wat u want me to do huh??

havent been out in the sun for 3 straight days....have been enjoying the solitude tht i'm having now.. was sill thinking weather to give elizaberth another chance ... i'll nv forget the day where she taunt my friends... nv....
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taken from mayo blog though she does not knoe..sigh wat u want me to do? are u realli givin me a new chance?? i dunno...I WANT TO LIVE A NORMAL HUMAN LIFE NOW!!AND I WANT A BF!!IM ALREADY 18 ARRGGHHH......HEE LOVE U GOD....LOVE U MADE..BYE CFC...SEE YA...LOVE U KAT...

i think im goin crazy

im going crazy! wonderful! what in e world is up with me.....i feel so unstable..one minute im fine the other i'm mad than again im fine all over again arrgghhh!!! What is wrong with me! fine forget it i cant be bothered anymore..anyways....I LOVE HARD GAY!!! HE ROCKS!!! hee personal view...n hes hot too....

nt regretful...seems like im so heartless

im changing church. im changin back to my other religion that my present religion despises so much.. im gonna be back into a catholic my original religion and im happy bout it! sometimes i think of it..why do the christians despise the catholics?? that the protestants and catholics had to fight...sigh...just because of Mother Mary..for one i love her! shes so sweet so kind...haiz...gonna take up catekism from my aunty if tat is how u spell it haha...cant wait! demo GOD I STILL LOVE U!! YOUR STILL MY ONE N ONLY!!! aishiteru..hee

love sucks

okie in my this whole pathetic life ive only really i think loved 2 people or 3..2 from my so called "past life" n one from here....n all have hurt me as much as ive hurt them....well the one now ive not hurt him at all only he hurt me..but the other 2...im sorry u 2 i never knew my actions have really hurt u till today...tooya(i only knoe u from this name) and Lane ...ごめなさい
　　ほんとう ni... aishiteru....

As for Mr Chew i have nothin to say..if he is Lane than ive really have nothin to say..at all...

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im hurt

when will it stop?

i won't cry...

but yet the pain won't stop

what should i do?


im thinkin of u day and night


inside outside sleep awake..


now im dead inside...


now..

i feel stupid...

i feel like a draft thinkin of this guy who will never return it...



when will it stop???

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im hurt

when will it stop?

i won't cry...

but yet the pain won't stop

what should i do?


im thinkin of u day and night


inside outside sleep awake..


now im dead inside...


now..

i feel stupid...

i feel like a draft thinkin of this guy who will never return it...



when will it stop???

HELP!!

yes now i need everyone possible to view this damn picture!! i need to know wat this ugly thing is!! HELP!!!!!!SOMEONE!!!! :D

wierd.....

why wierd ok heres the deal..its really really stupid though...n i dunno why...2 people say tat we might never make it...3 people say we might n follow my heart and 2 more say yes..take the risk either whether to accept tat it will never happen or tat it will happen n the other say follow my heart but just move on for now...wat should i do? i also don want to care anymore...i want a bf now tat can last long n tat can be my pillar n i his pillar..... hee...

im giving up!

im giving up..know we will never make it...hee...im fine...shall give up....hee...

haiz im sick

sigh.....talkin to my friend now n she say tat maybe he likes me but waitin for the right day but than i say wat if it does not come true?? she asked me to be friends with him first but i told her he cant talk to a gal who still likes him so how to be friends! than i just get lost! i wanna give up im sick seriously sick! my friend say i have no more chance cause i cant talk to him cause i like him curtesy of PASTORS WIFE ADVISE! n he likes someone else...but who??i don care! {SENSORED}!!! im seriously sad....why am i still so stupid..gettin affected like this?

Carrie Underwood-God BlessThe Broken Rroad

Carrie Underwood God Bless The Broken Road Lyrics
I set out on a narrow way many years agoHoping I would find true love along the broken roadBut I got lost a time or twoWiped my brow and kept pushing throughI couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to youEvery long lost dream lead me to where you areOthers who broke my heart they were like northern starsPointing me on my way into your loving armsThis much I know is trueThat God blessed the broken roadThat led me straight to youEvery long lost dream lead me to where you areOthers who broke my heart they were like northern starsPointing me on my way into your loving armsThis much I know is trueThat God blessed the broken road That led me straight to you


my new song lyrics haha....

today went to the ZOO!! OH ME GOSH!! I feel like a kinde student....haha.....and lots of things changed...the penguins are sooo cute!!! and the crocs are soooooooo FAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and the snakes are soooooo cute!!!! haha..I WANT TO WORK THERE!! n today nachos tat kat bought had discount cause the indian guy liked her n wanted her number so wat went from $4.00 to $2.60 hee soo funny...soo fun! n adrian kept tryin to take pictures of Kat so funny and haha...just had

OK OK OK OK OK I LOVE YOU!! HAPPY!!!!

fine fine fine FINE! I LIKE I LOVE I HATE I LOVE I LIKE I HATE YOU....ARRGGHHH BUT YET U WON CARE WOULD U..WOULD U!!! I WANT OUT OUT OUT I WANNA RUN AWAY FROM U!! RUN FAR FAR AWAY AWAY AWAY..AWAY...AWAY...

WHY AM I HATED SO!

why am i still hated so? it has been so so long...they still hate me...i just want to be friends...why do u guys hate me so....so wat if i was tat person in the other life which i doubt its real given my religious up bringing so wat..its over..im someone else i have my own tempers i don remember anythin anymore....mayo tooya if so be it if u think im still tat same person do wat u must but don curse me where i can see it cause i never say anythin to u....ok...fuck sia

issit depression again??

while talkin to my friends online n talkin bout Mr J.C i was thinkin...why issit tat cause of him im fallin into depression? its only on my own part n me being stupid but i cant help it...so i was thinking wat happens if i leave this country n go somewhere else? will he care?? will anyone care for tat matter? even if i leave without a word only my besties n parents? i don think so..i think everyone will celebrate or won care a shit...i really wanna leave.leave all the hurt behind me n go somewhere else n start all over. Go to a place where no one hates me or no one knoes me n who just loves me....i want to leave i really want to leave....i don want to stay in Singapore anymore...where ive only been hurt.....sobz...i think if i left..only a few like isaac,nadira n paul will give a thing tat ive left but i don think anyone from church will miss me..not even the Pastor....n mostly not even Joel i think everyone will be celebrating...all my enemies will be so happy n curse me tat i might stay n maybe even die there....i hate this place! i hate my life! i hate this world tat is surrounding me right now!!! I WANT LEAVE!! I WANT OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!