After the rain comes sunshine right? why issit that for me now, i see no sun shining? i still see grey or black? Im so tired...i asked my mom this morning during a morning walk, whether i can disappear or leave this world now? i really wish for it to happen....anyway enough of this stupid emo stuff but heres what happened to me this whole damn week...
1.from last sat to just last tuesday.ive been sick
2.had mock exams the whole week
3.tired
4.sick
5.lost weight
6.not talking to dad
7.broke up with wilbert forever(hes not the one)
8.miss my friends terribly
9.find christians wierd
10.my own life feels fucked up
11.find myself fucked up
what should i do...
1 comment:
Sorry to see that u r also suffering like me. Even i have had eonugh in my life. I had decided many times to die but i always knew that death is never the solution. It would mean that i have lost. Have faith in u. I loved a girl for 3 years and in the end when i proposed her .... she said no. I was broken ,shattered but luckily i still had the courage to survive. Now i have even more strength to face troubles with a belief that one day when i get stronger by fighting with troubles .... i will surely feel the sunlight of happiness. If u want to be my pen pal then surely write to me at gamingshakti@gmail.com
Take Care
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