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i was angry with everyone...in church my second home...got more ang.ry with my ex cause we fought n i was soo angry...hw i swore to get back at him..but in e end it did not hurt him it hurt me more...n my faith went down...when im blind to the extent i am really blind but now i feel like the veil tat covered my face my eyes my mind has been lifted..and i really hope i can really just mantain it...Wilbert i forgive u we were both at fault ...lets not let this fight get into our faith...cheers bro!

and this lyrics my all time fav!!


Jesus Freak lyrics
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Lyrics:
Separated I cut my self clean From a past that comes back in my darkest of dreams Been apprehended by a spiritual force And a grace that replaced all the me I've divorced I saw a man with a tattoo on his big fat belly It wiggled around like marmalade jelly It took me awhile to catch what it said Cause I had to match the rhythm of his belly with my head "Jesus Saves" is what it raved in a typical tattoo green He stood on a box in the middle of the city And claimed he had a dream Chorus: What will people think when they hear that I'm a Jesus freak What will people do when they find that it's true I don't really care if they label me a Jesus freak There ain't no disguising the truth Kamikaze my death is gain I've been marked by my Maker A peculiar display The high and lofty they see me as weak Cause I won't live and die for the power they seek There was a man from the desert with naps in his head The sand that he walked was also his bed The words that he spoke made the people assume There wasn't too much left in the upper room With skins on his back and hair on his face They thought he was strange by the locusts he ate The Pharisee's tripped when they heard him speak Until the king took the head of this Jesus freak chorus People say I'm strange, does it make me a stranger That my best friend was born in a manger People say I'm strange, does it make me a stranger That my best friend was born in a manger What will people think *What will people think* What will people do *What will people do* I don't really care *What else can I say* There ain't no disguising the truth *Jesus is the way*

I LOVE U JESUS!!!

Lord its time that i should come back to the heart! and thats...WORSHIPPING YOU AND YOU ONLY!!!!!!come back to the heart of worship and that only to worship u my ONE N ONLY!!FORGIVE me Jesus ive been lost too long...i want to come back..to the heart of worship! heemuakz MY LORD RULESSSSSSSSS

Sorimachi Takashi my HUSBAND!! arrghh hessss sooo handsome!!! n the other Gackuto Camui haha another star but not my husband more like my dada...haha..love them both!

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Love is when you wake up from loneliness and sleep through a dream, but when that love is gone you wake up from that dream and sleep through reality.



He was nothing but a dream, a dream to keep u alive and strong, a dream to make u hold onto those last few breaths of life...its ok to wake up..its time to let go, hes hurting u deep inside and he dont even know it...its time to wake up

yes time to wake up...cause no use to dream of a fuckin loser

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so i guess its my fault tat i asked for patch..hopin tat it would work out again n so i got my deserts i got hurt...n now tat we broke...n my friend told me tat its my fault as i asked for patch..and tat so i should not complain even if i got hurt....yeah la..wateva i do no matter what i its my fault right...even if im hurt in e end its still my fault everythings my fault...so than someone just kill me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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im so hurt..im so pissed...n i think my depression is comin back just cause of tat one sms..which touched a veri sensitive spot veri..too hurtin...too hurting..hes not worth lovin hear me Wilbert..YOUR NOT FUCKIN WORTH LOVING!! rot in hell ba...

Sigh

as u have seen from my previous entries...im veri pissed n guess wat..last night i called him..to talk...to show love and he repaid me this shit..i asked him last night this how it went..

im cuttin short...

kellynne: is our relationship okie?
wilbert:ya why do u ask??

and than he complained bout him sick n everything which i said okie n than he smsedme this..


actually to tell you the truth,when i go out with u i find it wierd..why?i do not understand?

than i snapped after all tat so all the cold treatment n the non-caring n only me must care led down to it tat he found it WIERD!!WAT THE FUCKIN SHIT HOLE!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cried like shit last night.....n i did somethin stupid n somethin tat really i have not done in e long time unless im pushed to the limits.... ------> [SENSORED] pretty huh...so continue..after this n after crying.cant believe he had to be e one tat i cried for...sucks man...anyways..so cause of this shit i slept at 4..woke up went to church alone ...n tat fuckin asshole called me today when i was in e bus n asked me where am i? i told him coldly im on my way..he say where..i said bus than he said where..on the way to meet him i said no...he offed the fuckin call..than he smsed me.are u angry?? IS IT NOT TAT FUCKIN OBVIOUS!! IF IM NOT ANGRY WILL I SAY ANNOUCE IT TO THE WORLD OH IM ANGRY!! LIKE WAT THE SHIT! ASK THIS KIND OF QUESITON!!! THAN NOT ENOUGH..LATER..ON...AT THIS TIME... 3.35 PM.... from wilbert: UR ANGRY RIGHT. OKAH. I GOT SOMETHING ELSE TO TELL U I HATE UR STINKING ATTITUDE I HATE THE WAY U TREAT PEOPLE I HATE THE WAY U THINK ABOUT CHURCH PEOPLE AND U REALLY NEED GOD" is wat he smsed me...why i treat people like this is because THEY FUCKIN HURT ME FIRST! THEY FUCKIN DID NOT ALLOW ME TO FEEL ACCEPTED AND HE SIDED THOSE WHO MADE ME HELL!! HE DID NOT KNOW WAT THE REAL REASON WAS N HE ACCUSED ME OF ALL THIS SHIT!!! IM SO FUCKIN ANGRY N IM SOO SAD...WAT I FEEL LIKE DOIN NOW IS GOIN TO HIM..SLAP HIM..HOLD HIM BY E NECK..N RIP HIS FUCKIN TROAT OUT OF HIS FUCKING NECK!!! TELL ME WHEN A GF IS ANGRY THE BF SHOULE BE THE ONE TO CONSOL HER NOT SCOLD HER..AND ONE MORE THING...WHEN I WAS ANGRY I WAS ANGRY ON THE WAY HE TREATED ME AS A GF NOT ON HIS CHARACTER....I DID NOT DIG OUT ANY SHIT FROM HIM..N YET..IN ONE DAY HE DIGGED OUT TAT MUCH SHIT N THREW IT IN MY FACE WITHOUT KNOWIN THE REAL REASON..WHY I THINK of our church like this..why i treat some of them like this..cause they did it to me first!!! my heart is soo pain now..i feel like cuttin myself again......why must this piece of shit be the one to hurt me!! why! fuck him all the way to hell..n he still called me bt i offed the call n i smsed him this.. cold n sweet.. yes wat can i do for you. tts all...sobz....after wat he said he think i can forgive him? wat he smsed was veri sensitive its between those who hurt me alone n not concernin him! wat fuckin right does he have to tell me off like this! ITS NONE OF HIS FUCKIN BUSINESS..THE PIECELESS SHIT OF SHIT.. THE BO LAN JIAO BO ANYTIHNG ARRGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I HATE U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I FUCKING HATE U !!!!!!!!!!!GO EAT SHIT GO DIE U MOTHERLESS PIECE OF SHIT U MOTHER FUCKER YOU BASTARD U SON OF A BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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im depressed....i want NANA n JIE JIE!!! I WANT THEM BACK!! IM SO DEPRESSED...SIGH..DOES HE LOVE ME? haiz...

NOW IM REALLY ANGRY!!!

OKIE I LoVE HIM I REALLY DO BUT NOW DOES HE?? TELL ME MOST BFS WILL AT LEAST SMS GD NITE TO THEIR GFS AT NIGHT..N CALL THEM AT LEAST WITHOUT THEIR GFS CALLIN THEM FIRST RIGHT?? !! WAT THE FUCK!!! AND THAN I ALWAYS HAVE TO CALL HIM FIRST!!WHY MUST HE MATCH TT OF TAT FUCKER DARREN!!!!THEY ARE SOO FUCKIN ALIKE WITH THE NOT CALLIN {SENSORED}!! Y MUST I TAKE ALL THIS!! I WANT A PILLAR BUT HES NOT MY {SENSORED} PILLAR INSTEAD IM HIS WAT THE

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u know i dun understand one thing...all my exs so far does not like to call me or wat not shit man! NOW I DON UNDERSTND WATS WRONG WITH MY CURRENT BOY...HE SEEMS SO ANGRY N DON EVEN WANNA CALL ME WAT I DO TO HIM!! :( SOBZ......WHY AM I SO SUAI! DOSHITE DOSHITE! DOSHITE! ANATA WA TOTEMO KIRAI KIRAI KIRAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DOSHITE! WATASHI NO KARE WA IMA WA TOTEMO NI KIRAI DESU!!! BAKAYARO! KUSTOYARO!!!AAAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!! WATAHI NO KARE WA IMA WA ANGRY DESU SHO..DEMO WAKARANAI.......HE WON EVEN CALL ME!!!!!!!

Hana lyrics

hanabira no you ni chiriyuku naka de
yume mitai ni kimi ni deaeta kiseki
ai shiatte kenka shite
iron na kabe futari de norikoete
umarekawattemo anata no soba de hana ni narou
itsumademo aru no darou ka
ore no maue ni aru taiyou wa
itsumademo mamorikireru darou ka
naki warai okoru kimi no hyoujou wo
izure subete nakunaru no naraba
futari no deai ni motto kansha shiyou
ano hi ano toki ano basho no kiseki wa
mata atarashii kiseki wo umu darou
ai suru koto de tsuyoku naru koto
shinjiru koto de norikireru koto
kimi ga nokoshita mono wa ima mo mune ni
hora kagayaki ushiwazu ni
shiawase ni omou meguriaeta koto
ore no egao torimodoseta koto
"arigatou" afureru kimochi daki susumu michinori
* hanabira no you ni chiriyuku naka de
yume mitai ni kimi ni deaeta kiseki
ai shiatte kenka shite
iron na kabe futari de norikoete
umarekawattemo anata ni aitai
** hanabira no you ni chitte yuku koto
kono sekai de subete ukeirete yukou
kimi ga boku ni nokoshita mono
"ima" to iu genjitsu no takaramono
dakara boku wa seiippai ikite hana ni narou
hana wa nande kareru no darou
tori wa nande toberu no darou
kaze wa nande fuku no darou
tsuki wa nande akari terasu no
naze boku wa koko ni iru n' darou
naze kimi wa koko ni iru n' darou
naze kimi ni deaeta n' darou
kimi ni deaeta koto sore wa unmei
*, ** repeat
ameagari niji kakari aoarashi ni umare shi hikari
koko ni yuruginai taisetsu na mono
kidzuiteru "ai suru" to iu koto
mada arukeru darou? mieteru n' da mou
"omoi" toki wo koe towa ni hibike
kimi no yorokobi kimi no itami kimi no subete yo
saa sakihokore motto motto motto

my dar jewel

this gal here is Jewel..shes a keeshond..n her fur is soo thick. Her breed is meant more for the colder countries and not hot singapore. shes veri blur,example when u call her to come she wont come even with a treat in e hand. u most go to her than she will eat it. when takin her out for a walk u must be vry careful..don ever run with her if u do u will trip and fall and shes clever to escape from her leash to join her besty Jeanie. why issit tat its dangerous to run with her she will purposely walk in front of u and than u will trip over her and suffer bad bad injuries...but shes soo cudely..n whenever i go she sees me she will jump for joy. both her n jeanie will haha cause i know both from young not braggin bt true...jeanie from a puppy...hehe....sooooo cute...lol...cant wait for next sunday...

4th june-happy birthday jie

haha Mr Sunday. His first day boarding at my Jie house.. a cute handsome gentlemanly but aggressive to other male dogs. The other dog you see in the background is another boarding dog named Toby going home tuesday. For this sweet dear im glad i'll see him every sunday haha...hes sooooooo cute n handsome haha..love him.. the other dog is my dear jeeanie..see her soo cute right..let me tell u something shes a tough gal she is..shes one of e most clever dogs ive seen in my whole entire life ahahaha n someone inexperienced in walkin or takin care of dogs cannot handle this beauty..haha i love her..shes compassionate,lovin and veri veri "manja".. haha i love her... this is where i spend my sundys with these wonderful animals that the Lord has put in me life...i'll upload the others 1 more a keeshond haha also vei cute tat one also has another story to tell

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I WANT A BOYFRIEND!!! ARRGGHH.. don want to sound despo but i really want one...sigh....a good one one i can click, one tt i really can feel the love,is possessive,i can trust,is clean minded and that i must be able to understand him..sigh

fun day!

today only slept for 4 fuckin hours than went to school still managed to stay awake...today had maths and so little people hahaha than after that did my accounts test early than left with mie mie she went to cut her hair..looks good i must say haha..than went to find shoes found a nice veri high heel black one for her for her modellin interview hee....had fun but nw damn beat...heee....