fucking fakers

all those people who told me that they are my friends..those who said they will stand by me and help me along the way...those who said they are there to help me and just be my friend..let me tell u something...u are like the rest of the world...u hurt and you gloat..and you don' t care bout other peoples feelings....disgusting people should not be able to live in this world but sadly God made you all...im disgusting in my own way but people who take pleasure making fun of people talking and hurting people are the real disgusting ones..if you all are hurt go let it out of a thing not a person..I HAVE FEELINGS YOU KNOW!! whatever..those who called me elephant and those who laughed along with it...i hope i wont see you in heaven! nor will i want to join you in hell! and if you do go to hell i hope it will hurt like shit! and your lives will be so miserable for the rest of the days till Jesus comes down..all the best!

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sigh..LORD PLS HELP MY GODMa!! DON TAKE HER SO SOON.....help us Lord...

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today did go to my aunts house..bought food there like bread n fishball soup..me favourite..than went to this hair-dresser shop at Ang Mo Kio. Mom went to do her hair n i just washed n blow dried and the lady helped me straighten it with the straightener..so now my hair looks good haha..fucking bored...dunno wat to do now talkin to my friends...

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today national day nothin much to say anyway...nothin much to do either..maybe later on will be going to my aunt's house to "surprise" her as my mam wants to say.haha....wateva....1 MORE MONTH and than i'll be 18!! How fuckin cool is that..haha....cant wait...wahahaha...i wonder...will JJ like me or that was nothing...i was on a damn high for nothing...miss my sticks...haha..
okie im done...

my fav song

my fav song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZGU76is9BuY

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this song wanted to update a long time ago but the internet was out..how fuckin shitty is that huh! haha anyways...damn today i had a high for nothing..haha....thought tat somethin might work out but in e end nothin....i dunno...so sad...haha shits man!

ToRmEnTOr

TORMENTOR
I may have made life miserable for you a long time ago...
But that's in the past...
I cry every night just over this
My heart aches so much it hurts...
Why cant you just let it go and leave it be?
Leave me alone n let me be..

Chorus:
Tormentor...just leave me alone...
My life sucks as it is already
ANd im drowning in constant depression
Every single day of my fucking life
Just Fuck off and let me be!
My tormentor just leave me be


I've been broken and not mended
My life is in shambles now
Why do u torment me even in my dreams...
What should i do..
if i see u again...??
My heart will just break....


Chorus
Tormentor..just leave me alone..
My life sucks as it is already..
And im drowning in constant depression,
Every single day of my fucking life.
Just Fuck off and let me be!
My tormentor just leave me be


Don't ever piss me off
And if i ever see you again..
I won't know what will happen to you.